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My Old Man

Release Date: 2016-02-23
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My Old Man

My Old Man

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My Old Man

MUSIC & LYRICS BY: J. KETCHMARK

I was barley 20 years old
When I left home
And I can still see the look on his face
He never said don’t go
I love you son please know
Here, I’ve been saving this for a rainy day

I know it hurt his heart to let me go
But I never looked back ‘til I was on my own

So I hit the open road
left the small town I’d known
chased every (god damn) dream in my soul
We’d talk from time to time
Spent many years on that line
‘til he said son I’ve got something on my mind

So I took the first flight out headed home
He said come here sit down this is what I know

No one knows how much times left
So do everything you can
Live every moment like it’s the last
Please tell me you understand
Don’t try to control what you can’t
It won’t make you a man
Just be there for the ones you love
And try not to forget your old man

Early morning that fall
Came the call
She said son he’s now in a better place
And I fell to my knees
Couldn’t even speak
Sprawled out on the kitchen floor in disbelief

God it broke my heart to let him go
Now when I look back, this is what I know

Chorus

PEORIA JOURNAL STAR

PEKIN NATIVE AND NASHVILLE PREFORMER JOSHUA KETCHMARK PAYS HOMAGE TO HIS LATE FATHER WITH A SONG
For Joshua Ketchmark, the road to Nashville started in the small closet of a house on Fourth Street.

It was there he found an old acoustic guitar, a copy of “With the Beatles” and, through them, his love for music.

Now more than two decades after he left Pekin for Nashville, Ketchmark is paying homage to the town and people that shaped his life — more specifically, his dad.

His new song, titled “My Old Man,” tells the story of his relationship with his father, Bill.

Bill, a regular at Friends Tap and Sunset Hills Golf Club in Pekin, died of cancer in 2003.

“My dad was always kinda there in the beginning for me as far as playing music,” he said. “So it took me some time to get over it. I’m still dealing with it here and there.”

Thirteen years after his father’s passing, Ketchmark said it was a friend’s advice that prompted him to write the song he said was always on his mind.
“He told me, ‘You’ll never see anything the same again,’ and he’s kinda right.”

That wisdom, coupled with the recent birth of his daughter, Leah, was all the inspiration he needed.

“I just started writing kinda how I did when I was growing up in Pekin,” he said. “Just writing for the sake of writing.”

What followed is a stripped-down acoustic track through which Ketchmark details the dealings of a man who was “always the life of the party.” The vocals reverberate over a finger-picked guitar, telling with a sort of haunted echo the story of his father.

Ketchmark, who graduated from Pekin Community High School in 1992, relays both the physical and emotional distance he felt with his father as he traversed the road between Nashville, then Los Angeles, then back again to Nashville.

“When I got (to Nashville), I kinda wasn’t sure what my place was going to be,” he said. “It’s one of those songs that kinda came out all at once.”

He calls it the most personal song he’s ever written.

Leah’s mother, Jessica, agrees.

“I tear up each time I play it,” she said. “I unfortunately never had the opportunity to meet Bill. Joshua always tells me that he would have loved me, and from all the stories I have heard about this man, I know I would have loved him, too.”

In May, Ketchmark will open the International Pop Overthrow in Nashville. He has yet to play live “My Old Man,” which still hits him emotionally each time he hears it. However, with his young daughter in mind, he said he’ll continue to tell the story of Bill.

He hopes it’ll one day help his daughter understand something about the grandfather she never met.

“He would have loved her to death.”

Ketchmark’s music can be found at JoshuaKetchmark.com.

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